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Guess wat! Tml's my first paper: Physiology. And i juz READ thru it for the FIRST time.. How sweet... wud be a miracle if i pass this semester's modules man.. Read an article on hypnosis.. mayb i shud go for it.. can improve studies ok.. make u like the subjects etc etc.. crap.. wat the hell.. nvm.. i will survive.. i will make it thru.. juz let mi pass OBC and CBO.. PHY shudn't be too much of a prob.. i hope.. considering tt i paid attention to her lectures after involuntarily let her hear my 'shuddup'.. geex.. hw great can life get man...
Ok.. summary on yesterday.. woke up and noon.. washed up..eat.. bath then went to Borders with Eric to meet his new insurance agent.. had strawberry smoothie.. nt bad.. then chit chatted lor.. the insurance agent looked so malay lor.. then she gave us her name card.. i saw her surname.. 'Heng'.. HUH?! Malay?? Surname Heng?? wth... then she told us her father is chinese.. mother indian.. oh.. wow.. great! ok.. nvm.. then went Turf City.. kinda boring Turf City is becoming... so ulu.. my god.. Ate mac.. then went Toa Payoh walk walk abit.. be4 heading down to Clark Quay to meet Eric's BMT buddy.. cox tt moron say go tok tok drink coffee.. catch up on old times.. so ok lor.. then end up toking to some 20+yr old... rich ppl of cox.. sat thru a stupid tok on network marketing.. they made it sound so promising.. all the $$ u can make.. company sponsored car if u make it to Senior Distribution Manager or sth liddat.. geex... almost got bought over.. then realise tt speaker slapped herself quite alot of times.. u know those Pyramid stuffs.. tt Singapore banned.. i think.. company etc thingy la.. dun mind giving it a try.. i mean like.. who knows.. mayb it's an opportunity for mi la.. haiya.. we'll see.. the onli 2 things tt interested mi.. the care centre (got pedicure, menicure, facial, Etc) and the $$$$=car.. ahaha.. okok.. happy daydreaming to mi.. bt seriously, if those stories i heard and saw ( i saw cars.. real cars.. real ppl driving..) were true.. mayb i can do it too, rite?? bt as usual.. sure got catch there.. still considering.. will think.. will see.. will consider.. got lotsa crap to consider oso if i get myself involved.. the sales.. hw to get clients.. tok to them.. crap... tiff? do tt? tok to ppl? persuade them to buy?? wow... interesting.. okok.. enuff.. dun tell u ppl le.. bleahx.. bt will tell u of my decision.. soon... bt nt too soon.. hahaha.. Cheerios!!
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10:43 PM
Im gonna go swimming again after the exams.. and i realli mean swim.. okok.. perhaps soak water again.. take the slides and all tt la.. anyone wanna join?
P.S.
I hate the time of the month... makes mi feel sick enuff to be sick.. hate tt feeling.. plus the 2 sickening ulcers... 1 at the side of my mouth and the other around the entrance of my throat.. pure torture.. cant swallow, cant eat.. cant do anything properly without feeling pain.. damn it!
9:32 PM
Some blogs i read.. ppl i noe.. ppl tt mean lots to mi.. means lots to many others.. yet.. they nv stop to think.. stop to realise tt there r ppl out there.. willing to help them.. willing to listen.. willing to cry with them... willing to juz spend a day out with them.. even if it's doing nth.. staring into space.. i noe this happen to a lot of ppl.. even myself.. sometimes i juz hate myself.. bt in the end.. i bang into a hard wall.. onli to realise it's juz self-pity.. it's useless.. it brings one to nowhere.. where do u expect to go when u keep pitying urself.. keep saying tt u cant do this.. cant do tt.. u're useless.. ppl leave u.. ppl make use of u.. u spoil ppl's day.. so wat's the outcome after saying tt? I'm saying this to everyone out there.. including myself alrite.. everyone say he/she hates this and tt.. hate this person for doing this to her.. for leaving u when u needed them.. for casting u aside after they found their happiness.. tt u haf no one else to rely on anymore.. except for a miserable 1 or 2.. or even none at all.. Cry... y be afraid to cry? crying helps.. it helps to let things out of u.. when u dun wanna tok abt it.. hug someone.. cry.. u cant cry becox u're a guy? becox guys shed blood bt nt tears? Plz!! Wake up.. we're in the 21st century.. heck wat other's think.. u're urself.. u're the king of urself.. y let wat ppl think and say affect u.. they're juz shallow in their thinking.. they do cry too.. except they're afraid to let ppl noe.. let others noe they need help.. they're weak.. come on! all of us are weak inside ok.. nvm if u dun wana admit it.. so be it..
Need company? Call! Sms! Msg! Anything.. who dun need company? except for some lonely souls out there who refuse to stoop to anything tt low to get company.. i need company.. i wun be afraid to let my frens noe i need it.. is it so difficult to get someone to accompany u when u need it? i've told ppl arnd mi.. ppl who mean alot to mi.. ppl who revolve arnd mi.. tt whenever they need someone.. they can call mi.. even if i din.. im telling u nw.. u juz hafta call or sms.. i'll join u.. bt if im in sch... plz let mi complete my lecture or pract first k.. otherwise.. yea.. i'll be out to join u in a jiffy..
Everyone jealous of another's family.. i've got frens saying they like my family.. a normal one.. where there's no clear line of differentiating my parents and us.. i tok to them like my frens.. nag if i haf to.. call them sickening.. suan them.. others may think it's rude.. bt tt's hw we communicate.. we treat each other like frens.. im still trying to open up to them though.. ya.. im jealous of my frens' families too.. y do they get so much freedom.. etc.. bt hey.. each family is different.. and is unique.. believe mi.. there are ppl out there who envy u for ur family... even if u think ur family is incomplete... try looking at it from a different angle.. u'll see hw perfect it is..
And plz! stop tt self-pity if u wanna get somewhere.. Stand up.. Move! dun let wat ppl think affect ur decision.. life's urs.. nt theirs.. heck wat they say.. juz dun go round killing ppl and say tt TIFFANY TAUGHT U SO.. I'll come after ur neck for sure.. Trust mi.. *sinister simile*
P.S.
Sometimes i think i've grown up.. onli to hit a darn wall and realise i haven.. i think i psychotic too.. *crazy grinx*
5:50 PM
You nimwit! Attitude problem little piece of ass.. still cant stand the sight of u.. still feel like slapping ur bloody face.. stay away from mi! Leave mi alone! My life doesn't concern u! I dun hafta intro u to ANYBODY if i dun want to! U're insignificant!
You! Stop acting like a baby.. i cant stand it.. cant u haf a mind of ur own.. dun question mi after i gave u my answers.. it irritates mi! ALOT!
You! I wanna slap ur bloody face if i cud.. WAKE UP! Dun expect ppl to do things cox u told or asked them to. They WONT! Esp if they hafta return sth! Dun qns mi when i tell u sth.. Dun ask! Juz do it.. it concerns someone else ok! nt juz u! AND U AINT THE ONLI IDIOT WITH PROBLEMS!
You! I cant think of anything to say.. Juz STOP acting innocent when u r nt! U aint realli tt pretty ok.. i've seem prettier girls with better character! Oh YA! U aint at all cute.. Seriously! A lot of ppl think so 2..
You! Stop wearing tt mask! Drop it if it frustrates u too..
You! Stop trying to date girls! They reject u for lotsa reasons.. when they say they aint ready, no time.. blah blah blah.. u R rejected alrite.. and u dun hafta go arnd telling others wat they told u! COX THEY JUZ DUN LIKE U AT ALL... Tt doesn't mean they dun like somebody else! And doesn't mean they cant haf a bf since u've been rejected!
ARGH!! Still frustrated.. still pissed.. i wanna scream! SHOUT! Whack somebody if i cud! ESP the bloody BITCH! GOD DAMN IT!!
10:55 AM
ok.. Thurs, went for dance practice at nite.. then went for dinner with Kah Yen, Daniel, Vanessa, Atlantis and her sis.. Was crapping thru'out dinner la.. then i kept suaning Daniel la.. Poor chap.. haha.. then Kah Yen, miraculously became our 'lao pa'.. haha.. ya.. then hor.. the Lao pa ar.. go foot the bill lor.. and i tot we were supposed to split the bill.. then refused to take our $$.. so end up, we'll we treating him to dinner or some other stuffs this coming tuesday lor.. which is his b'day oso.. sad case.. he's gonna spend his birthday with a bunch of crazy ppl.. hahaha.. jkjk.. it'll be fun.. Kah Yen.. It'll be fun.. *evil Grin* haha.. :P Oh ya!! And Daniel PEELED A PRAWN FOR MI!!! Aww... SO sweet... Hahaha..
Friday.. mi sick.. so nv go sch.. missed so many OBC lectures le.. gonna flunk OBC man.. *DIE*
Saturday.. went Bugis. then Chinatown. then Toa Payoh.. managed to catch the fire crackers thingy in Chinatown.. Kinda triggered my asthma again.. stupid smoke and the red paper thingy.. ya.. bt luckily.. i managed to control it lor.. control breathing and all tt.. ya.. I'm ok.. dun worry.. =)
Sunday.. currently watching the repeat of the REN CI CHARITY SHOW.. Still dislike Michelle Chia.. ya.. Dad's cooking pineapple rice nw.. I'm doomed.. his first try somemore.. dead.. dead.. dead.. die.. die.. die.. =X Ppl.. pray for mi ok.. pray tt u'll see mi tml morning.. haha.. :P
P.S.
I wanna go swimming.. i wanna go sun tanning.. i wanna tan dark dark.. so fair nw.. disgusting.. =x
4:52 PM
2:08 PM
.Tiffany.
.Ngee Ann Poly.
.Biomedical Science.
.4th Sept 87.
~*[hEr LurVeSs..
.Sweets.
.Green Tea.
.My Darling Kitty.
~*[hEr HaTeSs..
.Backstabbers.
.Bitches.
.Fags.
.MYSELF.
~*[hEr WiShLisT..
.tt PINK E530C.
.nice heels as in footwear.
.Summer By Kenzo perfume.
.Lola perfume(found in mama's rm.. nice nice).
.Badminton racket.
.RollerBlades.
.Bicycle.
.Rebond/Perm my hair.
.Go for FACIALS.
.Get rid of those darn eye bags & dark rings.
.My 2 darlings to live in harmony & quit fighting everyday.