---wIsHin9 fOr a fAiRyLanD..

[[* A Blessing *]]

I never asked
For a blessing like you.
Like I've spoken to God
And my wishes came true.

I asked for a person
To love and to hold.
To be loyal and faithful
Not angry and cold.

God placed you on the earth
As a quest to find.
The one who would be there
So sweet and kind.

In my wildest dreams
I would have denied.
That something so perfect
Could at all be supplied.

You have such a sweet face,
But you are so much more.
You're my boyfriend and I love you,
Your flaws I ignore.

With this small, simple statement
I give you and pray,
That you'll love me forever,
And forever you'll stay.

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

In the midst of Exams...

Hmm.. as the title says.. ya.. i'm having my exams now.. juz had cell bio paper today.. shud be able to pass... stupid gerger boycott mi cox i carried another kitten.. jealous prick.. refuse to look at mi and slp on my bed.. he rather slp on the floor with Eric.. WTF~ behaving like a total baby + asshole.. *rolls eyes* think he injured himself too... got a bald patch on his head. nt too big.. wonder where he knock himeslf.. serve him rite anw.. for behaving like a asshole.. ha~ Gonna flunk Chem tml i think.. hopefully i can get 18 marks and above for tml's paper.. then i totally pass the module.. so to hell with it next sem.. got retest for physio tml.. cox i missed a test.. bt nt gonna go for it.. 5% onli.. ya.. i noe 5% may make a diff.. bt wth.. my chem paper more impt currently.. priority.. physio can pass i think.. she wants mi to go for the test at 9 am.. my chem paper at 2.. physio test last onli 1/2 hr.. nt so crazy to go tt earli.. do the test.. then rot till 2.. no way.. i noe can study in between.. bt halo! hw long can u study.. very draining ok.. i'll be totally drained by the time chem starts.. fug it.. ok.. wat else happened... Earthquake? i din feel it.. fug it too.. Sth to rejoice abt.. today's 8th Month with Eric.. so fast.. and oh ya.. abt the kitten.. giving it to a fren of mine.. i hope his parents will relent on seeing the cuteness of the kitten and let him keep for life.. i'm serious.. if gerger wasn't such an asshole.. i'll definitely keep the kitten.. heartaches for him/her.. see it's wound.. so small.. yet hafta fend for itself.. seeing it slp so soundly on my lap.. aww... realli wanna cry man.. but it's a survivor i suppose.. i hope Fitri takes good care of it.. or else. i'll kill him.. bleahx!

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10:23 PM

Monday, March 21, 2005

Back~

Hmm.. i'm back.. to blog.. haha.. Naz say she started blogging so i gotta start blogging oso.. bt hor.. her blog bo update de la.. haven seen any new posts since wat.. Thurs March 17? hahaha.. bluff mi.. always liddat.. sickening cow.. bleahx!

k.. let's see.. haven been doing much these few weeks.. except stoning, crapping, the usual stuffs la.. exams coming le.. 1 more week to go.. dunno hw i'll fare.. hopefully pass... wanna go shopping bt no $$.. !@#$%# wanna go cycling, either no one wanna go or i'm too lazi tt day.. @#$% -.-|| putting on weight le.. lotsa weight! so disgusting.. then eric say i cannot go on diet.. cox he spent so much $$$ juz to fatten mi up this little bit.. little bit?! i think he's crazy.. haha.. =x then bro oso ask eric hw he manage to fatten his lil sis (mi) up.. say i fat le.. wat the.. wanna go on diet oso cannot.. -.-|| then cannot dun eat.. wa... sian diaox! anw.. i think im addicted to yaki gyoza.. haha. yummy.. esp Sakae sushi de.. dunno why la.. bt i think cox got sushi there too.. sushi + yaki gyoza = Tiff's heaven. nt forgetting my green tea la.. haha.. ya.. n i'm toking abt going on diet rite? great... hw to slim down like tt.. *bang head*

then mummy say ger ger like constipation.. haha.. bian bi.. :P nv shit for days.. then nw seldom niao niao oso.. hahaha.. *wonders wat's wrong* then like super glue to mi.. eat halfway, go find mi.. if cant find mi then dun eat..... -.-|| dotx.. bt kinda sweet of ger ger la.. haha.. then nite time, if i sitting on floor watching tv, he oso wun go lie on my bed and slp.. he'll slp on the floor.. then u see his sleepy eyes.. wanna close dun wanna close.. haha.. so cute..

ok.. wat else to tok.. actually lotsa things to bitch and grumble abt la.. bt too lazi to type.. haha.. another time mayb.. ;) Good Luck to those having EXAMS ya..

_w|sHiNgf0rYoU_
8:03 PM

Friday, March 04, 2005

No title.. i suppose..

Hmm.. ok.. haven been blogging.. too bz le la.. haha.. stressed.. ok nvm.. back to topic..

Er.. been thinking abt it for a few days le.. u noe hw u do lotsa things for ppl.. and yet they NV ever realise.. and end up taking u for granted?? the times where u wanna shout at them.. telling them ur sacrifices.. and then end up keeping ur mouth shut.. times when u thank god for wat u haf.. and moments later.. curse god for giving them to u?? haha.. crap~ contradicting isn't it? actually.. still got lotsa things to say.. bt mite be a little offensive.. so decided to juz shut up.. i noe.. contradicting myself rite.. nvm.. this is MY blog.. bleahx!

ok.. got OBC retest tml.. hopefully i pass it.. otherwise i'm screwed.. haha.. sorta got scolded by sheena ng today... cox i was debating with myself whether to go for the retest or nt.. then took quite long.. then sheena chee + sheena ng + jessie told mi to juz go for it lor.. then i oso very unsure.. cox i noe nuts abt OBC.. then after sometime of tt i noe nuts abt OBC.. sheena ng said i think it's better for u nt to go.. then she like quite angry with mi lor.. scary.. then they all say it's nt tt im stupid.. im in fact smart *smilex* juz tt i lack interest in the module.. then refuse to try.. etc etc.. tt made mi think lo.. ya.. and they all offered their help.. so nice.. ya.. so i've decided to heck everything and go for the retest.. and if i occur any stupid probs while doing my revision, i'll call or sms them.. like wat they said.. ya.. juz love them man.. aha.. ok.. gonna try my best lo.. dun wanna disappoint them.. ya.. so wish mi luck k.. haha.. cya!

*off to revise*

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2:43 AM