---wIsHin9 fOr a fAiRyLanD..

[[* A Blessing *]]

I never asked
For a blessing like you.
Like I've spoken to God
And my wishes came true.

I asked for a person
To love and to hold.
To be loyal and faithful
Not angry and cold.

God placed you on the earth
As a quest to find.
The one who would be there
So sweet and kind.

In my wildest dreams
I would have denied.
That something so perfect
Could at all be supplied.

You have such a sweet face,
But you are so much more.
You're my boyfriend and I love you,
Your flaws I ignore.

With this small, simple statement
I give you and pray,
That you'll love me forever,
And forever you'll stay.

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

3/4 of my mind to kill some senseless bitches/basturds

OK.. as the title says it.. i got 3/4 of my mind to kill some bitches/basturds.. dun worry ppl.. this most prob doesnt apply to u unless ur name is made up of 3 alphabets or 5 alphabets.. n u're nt schooling. u noe.. i cant believe there are such bitches worse than mi out there.. and i tot i was bad.. haha.. lotsa to rant and rattle on.. bt dunno where to start.. haf sth against lesbians and the whole lot of them now.. bt if u're my fren, u're safe.. it's true u noe.. $$ does break any relationship.. be it friendship or watever else.. hell~ i so surprised to actually learn tt those in the underworld (gangsters and stuff) nv grow up.. n i mean, NV GROW UP! Their IQ practically stays the same as when they entered the underworld.. actually, no offence to anyone.. it's juz wat i think.. and the same as be4, if u're my fren, i've got nth against u. I mean.. how can anyone who's 40+ still go for little girls as young as 14.. and ask u, hey... this girl pretty rite.. and blah blah blah.. disgusting old pervertic asshole~ then.. someone of age 26 get together with a 16yr old.. nth against this age gap if both of u r working.. bt hello.. 26 and 16?? get someone ur own age.. then again.. some stupid fool of 20+ toks crap to u.. tell u all sorts of gangsters stuff etc etc.. hw loansharks operate etc to frighten u.. hw big his/her status is in the underworld.. and then say he/she is nt using the gangster way to tok to u.. *LUFFS*

u noe wat they say abit loyalty and all tt in the gangster world.. i tell u.. it's nt true.. at least to most cases i noe of.. then again.. godsis/godbro cant be trusted either.. even if u noe each other for a few frigging years.. they leave u cox u're attached.. stab u in the back n say u left them at first.. esp if they're interested in u. WTFH.. then... while they're interested in u, they spend all the $$ on u.. even if u say no.. dun haf to.. they insist.. n u cant do anything.. the moment u're attached to someone else instead of them, they ask for their $$ back.. hello... no one ask u to spend on tt person u noe.. u're nt obligated to.. *rolls eyes* oh ya.. nt forgetting to mention tt these ppl do nt dare own up to wat they've done.. they tell u stories and all tt.. u feel sorry for them.. u spend time with them.. hoping tt'll help them.. tok to them.. and after all those frigging time u spend on them.. helping them in ways they nv knew.. they stab u in ways tt hurt.. smart eh.. basturds and bitches.. n that's hw they repay u for all the time and kindness and concern u gave them.. u noe sth ppl.. mayb tt day when i had his/her throat in my hands.. i shud haf had squashed it.. why did i let tt idiot go anw.. if onli i haf tt chance again... then again.. i dun wanna dirty my nice clean manicured hands.. i'll probably get someone else to do it.. *evil grin*

u noe wat.. i'm glad i haf a COMPLETE FAMILY.. with both my parents, bro + a loving bf + cat.. all under 1 roof.. it's COMPLETE & PEACEFUL.. little quarrels and fights... no damaged tables or chairs or watever else.. esp my heart.. UNLIKE some BROKEN families... either u're living with ur dad or mum.. no both at a time.. etc etc.. once more.. this aint aimed at MY FRENS.. so if u haven down anything of the above, this doesnt apply to u k.. i SWEAR it doesnt apply to u.. i've got nth against u if u haven done anything mentioned above to mi... oh ya.. apart from certain godsis/godbro of mine, i can be certain i've got 2 godbros tt can be trusted.. n when i say can be trusted, i mean it ok.. n i dun mean to say tt all frens cant be trusted.. we juz gotta open our eyes bigger to see who can be trusted and who cant.. i've lotsa friends i can fall back on.. n i noe tt.. n they can fall back on mi too.. juz a note to those frens, u noe who u r.. even if i nv msg/call u, u're not forgotten =)

Frens out there, watch who u trust k.. cox ppl DO change.. and u'll nv know wat's gonna happen in future.. juz a note.. take care Frens..

_w|sHiNgf0rYoU_
10:11 PM

Sunday, April 24, 2005

BACK~

Yox.. hmm.. actually got lotsa things to complain abt la.. bt eric coming hm le.. then if he see mi type type type on lappy.. his face gonna turn black again... haha.. anw.. juz update u guys abit lo..
i'm fine.. *of cox* haha.. and.. i PASSED my exams!! yahoo!!! hahaha.. guess wat.. i wun be separated from my classmates.. aww... i juz love them.. ;) and another goody good news.. the asshole whom everyone in my class dislike.. is leaving out class!!! lalalala... haha.. ok ppl.. rejoice.. he's gone!! haha.. ok.. mi and eric ok lo.. still like tt.. irritating each other.. then end up luffing.. =x.. ok.. he's back.. mi go off nw.. complain next time k.. heex.. bubbye!!

_w|sHiNgf0rYoU_
11:04 PM