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[[* A Blessing *]]

I never asked
For a blessing like you.
Like I've spoken to God
And my wishes came true.

I asked for a person
To love and to hold.
To be loyal and faithful
Not angry and cold.

God placed you on the earth
As a quest to find.
The one who would be there
So sweet and kind.

In my wildest dreams
I would have denied.
That something so perfect
Could at all be supplied.

You have such a sweet face,
But you are so much more.
You're my boyfriend and I love you,
Your flaws I ignore.

With this small, simple statement
I give you and pray,
That you'll love me forever,
And forever you'll stay.

Thursday, June 23, 2005

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Fuck it man.. wat do ppl take mi as.. a toy? or a ball? throw mi arnd.. blardy hell.. first there's this immatured moron.. older than mi but behaves like a kid.. throw temper juz becox i dun give in to him.. dun wanna tell him some stuffs.. then he kpkb.. blardy immatured asshole.. u can jolly well go fuck urself n jump off a cliff n i wun even give a fucking damn!

next's my mum! i requested for a new skirt like so long ago.. cox those i haf r either too long.. i hate skirts tt goes below my knees.. or they're too small for mi already.. i even offered to pay half the price.. guess wat she did. she say no to mi.. ask mi go buy my own skirt using my own money.. n happily bought 3 stupid star wars tee for my 2 cousins who im tuitioning n 1 of her student.. fuck.. where she want mi to get the money from.. n i gotta pay my own fucking hp bills.. used to haf 2 lines.. then cut off the one she's paying for.. had a deal tt she'll pay the one im currently using.. bt hell no.. i had to pay those fucking bills by myself! n nt tt my aunt dun haf $ to buy clothes for her children.. and hell.. they give mi a whole bunch of probs during tuition! nt tt my cousins dun haf $ either.. blardy hell.. they're better off compared to mi.. buy for her student, tt i understand cox tt joker comes from a broken family n his mum's like retrenched or sth.. bt hell.. mum juz bought a star wars tee for tt joker like 2 days ago! n now he gets another tee while i get nothing! how nice can mothers be. then mum said tt i valued money more than i treasure her blah blah blah.. hello.. im human too ok.. n Im ur daughter! and i DO get jealous! and fuck it! u care more for ur stupid act-cute and always innocent nephews and niece! n not forgetting ur 'lovely' students tt u care so much for.. n im expected to do the same to them juz like u did! FAT HOPE!

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