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[[* A Blessing *]]

I never asked
For a blessing like you.
Like I've spoken to God
And my wishes came true.

I asked for a person
To love and to hold.
To be loyal and faithful
Not angry and cold.

God placed you on the earth
As a quest to find.
The one who would be there
So sweet and kind.

In my wildest dreams
I would have denied.
That something so perfect
Could at all be supplied.

You have such a sweet face,
But you are so much more.
You're my boyfriend and I love you,
Your flaws I ignore.

With this small, simple statement
I give you and pray,
That you'll love me forever,
And forever you'll stay.

Sunday, July 03, 2005

c0nFuS3d oNcE mOr3..

Went for some dumb dumb Community Heritage Trail this morning.. woke up at 745am.. slept abt 4am last nite.. Tired... but nevertheless, i stayed for the whole thingy.. and then.. my aunt jux had to bring him up.. making mi confused once more.. told mi lotsa stuffs.. how she cud see hw much he loved and cared abt mi.. tt she noe for my age, it's better to haf more choices.. bt nt to burn my boat.. then she too said tt he was a jetty.. -.- the best part? she ask y i break with him.. cox he haven made teriyaki chicken balls for her eat.. tt i shud give her his number.. so she cud 'blackmail' him into cooking for her by saying tt she'll help him get mi back.. thanks aunt... *rolls eyes* more were said.. bt i dun wanna tok abt it la.. juz as when im so close to being sure tt i no longer need him.. no longer love him.. she had to bring him up.. great~ gotta start ALL OVER again.. -.-

Rmb telling Jessie that we need to be harsh on some ppl in order to get them to pursue their dreams without much tots of leaving those ppl tt they treasure behind.. well.. he's one such person.. so i guess this is the onli way for him to put things behind n juz leave to some country where he can learn more skills or learn watever else he wish to.. Singapore's juz nt big enuff for everyone.. it's too small a country for everyone to venture out and make a living.. too harsh a country for u to pick urself up after u fall.. be it in studies, relationships or businesses.. *mental block*

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