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Yox! Ha.. be4 u guys get sick n start puking cox of the mushy-ness, i think i had better start posting.. lolx.. ok.. let's see wat i haf been up to ya.. lolx.. actually, nth much la.. swooning in the arms of love.. =x okok.. i noe.. stop being so mushy rite.. fine~ haf like 4 practicals exams this week.. maths, AMB, Immune & HGD.. sickening.. 3 down.. 1 more to go.. n tt's immune.. gosh.. she's gonna test on the protocols la.. wth.. it's like whole stupid lab manual.. EVERY PRACTICAL i've gotta read thru.. wth~ ELISA... etc etc.. tt's the onli one i noe.. ha~ n i onli noe ELISA.. i dun even how wat it stands for.. great~ lotsa studying to do.. n it's on FRIDAY!! best.. mama's flying off to India this friday morning.. 0630hrs!!! wth.. im gonna send her off.. tt means, i've gotta get myself out of be4 by abt 0430hrs-0500hrs, n be out of the hse by 0530hrs.. either i sleep earli on thursday.. or i dun slp at all.. Baby.. i noe u're like gonna nag.. bt i like u nagging.. =P so nag plz.. heex.. =x gotta be in sch by 0800hrs... got lect be4 practical exam.. practical exam starts at 0900hrs.. great.. there goes my rest~ probably skip AMB lect after tt.. bt tt seems unlikely if im gonna go get a hair cut.. going with nana.. so muz leave together ma.. n she's staying for AMB.. tt means, im likely to stay for AMB n fall aslp half-way thru.. make tt a quarter-way thru.. ok.. nvm.. the moment he opens his mouth, im falling aslp.. period.
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11:19 PM
I asked for a person
God placed you on the earth
In my wildest dreams
You have such a sweet face
With this small, simple statement
2:51 AM
*this will be the last post to ----- unless he does/mention anything stupid enuff to irritate mi.. step on my tail, n i'll bite.*
~TiFF signing off~
11:36 PM
To -----: i dunno whether to luff or cry when i read ur posts la.. luff: ur english.. -.- plz do check be4 u post.. ur grammar.. vocab.. punctuations.. gawd.. cry: feel sorry for u.. cox instead of making mi feel bad n all.. i think u're like sinking into self denial la.. like.. hello.. wat exactly is ur stand? lotsa ppl say we aint compatible la.. in terms of looks and character.. bt tt's nt the point.. u noe wat i din like.. noe wat irritates mi.. i even wrote in my blog! bt u nv gt the hint! so u cant say it's my fault tt i left k.. y din i stay on longer to let u fulfil ur wishes/hopes? cox i've had enuff dude.. there's so much to hw much a ger can tolerate.. n it juz so happen tt i haf a shorter tolerance level.. n guess wat?! this sentence, ' anyway we are so yandao sure will hAve someone soon...' almost made mi roll over in laughter la... how long has it been since u last looked into the mirror? no offence realli.. bt how long has it been? ok.. mayb u're juz trying to mend ur wounds la.. bt honestly, it doesnt sound rite coming from u.. *rolls eyes* and if u muz noe, i nv did love u.. i noe this hurts.. bt i dun wanna lie nor beat round the bush la.. very tiring.. i used my heart to think.. i love him.. nt u.. satisfied?
*TiFF has got nth else to say*
10:02 PM
damn tired when i got home.. took a short nap abt 11pm.. baby gave mi wake up calls.. lolx.. first was at 12.. then at 1.. i woke up officially on the second call.. the first i told him to let mi slp longer.. n i plonked back to slp after i 'drop' my hp on da bed.. haha.. bathed.. did all i hafta do.. ok.. mayb nt all.. at least nth to do with acad.. n nw im blogging.. oh ya oh ya!! i finally haf access in SMC forum!! muahaha.. can post le.. haha.. so happy.. first post.. n so many replies from them.. lol.. they love mi.. *i hope* haha..
2:32 AM
To those big-headed morons who think they noe mi well: plz.. u dun even noe mi at all.. nt a single bit.. if u say u do, wat is it exactly tt u noe? i can confidently say tt watever u noe of mi is purely superficial..
To my fav. class, MO2: guys/gurls.. i still love u pplx.. u're such a wonderful bunch to hang out with.. it's always laughter with u guys.. n i can pure out my unhappiness anytime to anyone of u.. well.. minus those who 'dun exist' in our class la..
To SMC: doubt u guys will ever get to read this.. bt realli, a big big thankq to u ppl! u've all been great!! love those time i spend out with u peeps.. roundings.. arcade.. or simply sitting down n chatting.. it realli helps mi forget my frustrations.. A bigger thank to Jackson for introducing mi to this wonderful bunch & for being my 'chauffer' to the gatherings =)
To my B4bY: realli enjoy chatting with u.. i dunno y.. bt ur smses n calls realli brighten up my day.. it's realli comforting to haf u by my side again.. i dunno wat made mi do wat i did 2yrs back.. bt baby, im glad u're back.. dun ever leave ok.. =)
2:19 AM
In Love With You
Jacky Cheng and Regine Valesques
Jacky:
Just a gentle whisper
Telling me that you're gone
Leaving only memories,
Where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then
So let me say them now . . .
I'm still in love with you.
Regine:
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you care.
Tell me that you need me
And I'll be there,
I'll be there waiting.
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do --
Together:
Come to me now.
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad
I will stand true --
I'm in love with you.
Jacky:
Now we're here together
Yesterday has past
Life is just beginning
Close to you at last.
And I promise to you
I would always be there . . .
I give my all to you.
Regine:
Living life without you --
Together:
Is more than I can bear.
Hold me close forever . . .
Jacky:
I'll be there . . .
Together:
I'll be there for you.
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
This I promise.
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad
I will stand true --
Hold me closer.
Our love is forever
Holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now.
Jacky:
Love has found . . .
Regine:
Love has found . . .
Together:
a way.
Regine:
I'm in love . . .
Jacky:
I'm so in love
Regine:
I'm in love . . .
Jacky:
I'm so in love
Regine:
I'm in love . . .
Jacky:
I'm so in love --
Together:
With you..
11:50 PM
So tired recently.. both physically, mentally n emotionally... haix.. nobody realli understands la.. though they claim they do.. i mean like.. wat i need nw is to be alone.. bt y cant ppl juz stop bugging mi.. stop clinging onto mi la.. it's like they're turning into a shadow of eric.. Sorry to mention u dude.. no offence.. bt they juz remind mi of u la.. i noe they care abt mi.. bt.. isnt it abit over doing it? i mean like.. hello.. cant u juz make decisions on ur own.. it's nt as if u nv been alone be4.. nv had to decide on sth urself.. muz i do all the decision makings? i nv expect anyone to report to mi or anything la.. so i expect the same from ppl.. dun make mi report to u.. i simply hate it.. it's like.. i dun check on anyone cox i dun want them to check on mi either.. it's privacy, understand? n well.. if i say i dun wanna meet up.. leave it as it is alrite.. cox i'll probably start snapping at u if u probe further.. it's my decision la.. n i chose nt to meet.. i've gt my reasons ok.. so juz leave mi alone ya.. there's so many things i wanna snap at la.. bt simply cant bring myself to do it.. i think it's juz too blunt.. so ya.. until i think of a better n nicer way to put it, there will nt be anything else for nw.. i hope.. ha~
11:18 PM
*this is juz my personal thoughts*
Nana the other day asked a qns la.. If u were to open a zoo, which animal wud u choose to be ur logo and why did u choose it (characteristics tt u see in tt animal)? i chose a tiger.. cox i like the way it moves... the way it hunts.. so graceful yet so fierce n unexpected.. its confidence.. the way it looks after it cubs.. i dunno.. there's so many things i like abt tigers n cats.. watever belongs to the feline family.. haha.. n guess wat? these r wat i look for in my partner.. no wonder i get bored after awhile.. it's like the guys i go with sorta lose their 'confidence' after awhile? they become so clingy n sensitive.. wat's wrong with them sia.. they noe i hate being controlled.. i value my freedom.. i cant stand sensitive n over-protecting guys.. bt though they promise nt to, they somehow always manage to evolve to someone i cant tolerate... -.- this is nt directed at anyone watsoever la.. it's juz wat i feel.. mayb im asking for too much la.. wanting my bf to give in to mi n yet retain his confidence/ego.. once again, i want someone to look after mi la.. nt the other way round where i feel tt u're becoming more of a burden to mi la.. well.. everyone has their own 'tiao jian' on wat they look for in a partner la.. n these r juz some of mine..
11:21 AM
3:24 PM
haf the heads of some fucking assholes.. dun question mi y.. i juz want their heads tt's all.. do tell mi if u can obtain their heads ya.. im sure we can work out a deal somehow.. hmm.. mayb juz their reproductive organs will do... think i shud feed them to the dogs? oh well.. doubt the dogs will wanna eat theirs anyway.. guess i'll juz use them as fuel.. burn them or sth.. lolx.. k.. i noe im sick.. bt if u noe wat these assholes did, u'll probably want their heads as well..
wipe the silly smiles off those dumb asses faces.. gawd! im so freaking disgusted!!
1:38 AM
You! y cant u juz leave mi alone? u say u dun wanna haf anything to do with mi.. y cant u juz stand by tt n leave mi alone? juz fucking stay away from mi.. no matter what u hear or see.. keep away! u're nt welcome at all.. i dun give a fuck wat my mum told u.. or whoever else told u.. u wanna wash ur hands off mi? plz do.. i beg u to..
You! even though u're related to mi.. shudnt u noe mi well enuff? y muz u fucking go to him everytime i 'get into trouble' (according to u idiots) cant u juz leave mi alone too? it's my life for goodness sake! u noe i rebel more each time u try to 'protect' mi.. bt yet.. everytime u repeat the same mistake u did years ago!
You! If u care, cant u juz make it consistent? n nt start caring everytime sth blows up! u say u wun step in if u think it's minor.. think again! doesnt everything start small? u say there's no such thing as 'rite' or 'wrong'. onli proper or improper. i think watever im doing IS proper. it's my life. i choose the path i want to. i'm the one living it. nt u.
You! i noe u care! bt stop ur fucking threats abt whacking everyone up. wtf do u think u r? i noe it's ur responsibility. bt u noe wat, u can jolly well nt care. i give u the permission to.
You all jolly well noe tt im the sort who will go against rules.. rules r meant to be broken. the more u tell mi nt to do, the more i wanna do. the more u try to 'protect' mi, the more i wanna break free to experience it. u keep telling mi to think of the consequences.. lemme tell u.. i've tot abt them. u claim i dun.. claim tt i dunno wat im doing.. i noe wat im doing alrite. im clearer abt tt than anyone of u. instead of telling mi to think, y dun u all go think too? r u doing more harm than help to mi? everyone haf to face the real world one day.. y cant u juz let mi go? y try to cage mi up? is seeing mi trying to break free pleases u? ppl all hafta go one day.. even u n mi.. in fact, u'll probably leave be4 mi.. even tot of wat will happen to mi if u keep protecting mi n then suddenly, u're gone? wun i fall even deeper? mayb so deep tt i cant even stand up again? i dun wanna fall tt deep.. lemme go.. lemme experience it all.. at least, u'll still be arnd if i fall nw.. over-protecting mi do mi more harm than gd.. u all noe my character.. let mi be..
2:01 AM
7:30 PM
.Tiffany.
.Ngee Ann Poly.
.Biomedical Science.
.4th Sept 87.
~*[hEr LurVeSs..
.Sweets.
.Green Tea.
.My Darling Kitty.
~*[hEr HaTeSs..
.Backstabbers.
.Bitches.
.Fags.
.MYSELF.
~*[hEr WiShLisT..
.tt PINK E530C.
.nice heels as in footwear.
.Summer By Kenzo perfume.
.Lola perfume(found in mama's rm.. nice nice).
.Badminton racket.
.RollerBlades.
.Bicycle.
.Rebond/Perm my hair.
.Go for FACIALS.
.Get rid of those darn eye bags & dark rings.
.My 2 darlings to live in harmony & quit fighting everyday.