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Im at a lost for words.. seeing hw much u've changed in such a short time.. But i guess.. this is the way u want it to b.. for wat reasons.. i dunno.. n i dun wanna guess.. so it's back to ur bubs n wicks n girls huh? well.. haf fun then.. enjoy ya.. bt i hope u'll stop this kinda life once u're bored of it.. nt tt i wanna interfere.. bt i cant juz stand aside n watch u waste ur life like tt.. yes.. i know im the one who caused it.. who made u resort to those to help u forget the pain.. i cant blame u.. bt is it worth it? to waste urself like tt.. to do the things u dun like.. to know the right from wrong but yet, u do the wrong? I cant help thinking of the times we had together.. even though im with him nw.. flashes of u still run thru my mind.. it's like im having my dinner n 'zOoM!' u run thru my mind jz liddat.. n i juz keep all so quiet suddenly.. cant help thinking of the past u.. i hate the present u.. i hate u decieving urself! wake up! i know u.. i know this is nt the life u want! u may say im wrong.. bt plz.. think twice or even thrice be4 u do/say anything! we may b worlds apart nw.. bt u'll nv be replaced.. i told u this be4.. n this promise i will uphold.. i dun care hw much u hate mi.. i juz want u to wake up.. u're sinking so deep.. i know i no longer hold the rights to tell u wat to do or wat not to do.. wat im saying nw.. is wat i realli feel.. n wud like u to hear.. whether u heed mi or nt, it's up to u.. u may think u appear strong to others nw.. bt think again.. r u realli strong nw? is this u, really u?
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2:01 PM
in my darkened room
listening to the rain
just cant help but wonder...
What have i done
to cause so much pain
to see the tears roll down your face
while i can only watch on in vain
I know i have hurt u bad
time again and again
Hoping u will leave me
each time i made u sad
Yet u nv did do so
u held on till the end
Hoping we'll stay together
till we both grow old
I'm sorry i cant hold on
im sorry i cant be the one
to stay with u till the end
to hold on till the day u're gone
I thank you so much
for the wonderful memories u gave
for they'll always stay
rite here in my heart
Shud the day come
and i gotta give up my life for yours
i just want u to know
i'll do so without questions or regrets
For u stayed true
and gave your all to me
Baby im sorry i hurt you
becox i choose to leave
*Im sorry baby.. i juz want u to noe.. tt no matter wat happens.. u'll be my one n only baby.. no one can ever change this.. u'll always be my blessing.. Im sorry i chose to leave..*
4:16 AM
.Tiffany.
.Ngee Ann Poly.
.Biomedical Science.
.4th Sept 87.
~*[hEr LurVeSs..
.Sweets.
.Green Tea.
.My Darling Kitty.
~*[hEr HaTeSs..
.Backstabbers.
.Bitches.
.Fags.
.MYSELF.
~*[hEr WiShLisT..
.tt PINK E530C.
.nice heels as in footwear.
.Summer By Kenzo perfume.
.Lola perfume(found in mama's rm.. nice nice).
.Badminton racket.
.RollerBlades.
.Bicycle.
.Rebond/Perm my hair.
.Go for FACIALS.
.Get rid of those darn eye bags & dark rings.
.My 2 darlings to live in harmony & quit fighting everyday.